>>40375950 (OP) You get over it with time dw. You learn after a while that yearning is something you let happen. Its a choice. You dont have to go down that path with your thoughts. Life is about making mistakes, and to have some residual yearning is healthy but one has to be able to grow beyond that burden to the point where it has little effect on you. Maturation is basically just becoming hardened to the wills of the world.
>>40376158 I hope so nona. It's been a little over a year and a half and it's only gotten worse. It feels like I can't even be a normal person anymore.