Anonymous
7/13/2025, 9:26:20 PM No.40376041
I have been on hrt for a little over 1.5 years and I look "good" or I try to believe I do since i have almost 50k followers just because of thirst traps, but no matter what I do or what I wear I always feel like I still look very masculine. My arms feel and look like they're masculine as hell, i dont have a waist and im pretty much a brick, I kind of have a blocky face, ai have a lot of skin problems for whatever reason, scars and I dont really know how to take care of myself or make myself look better with makeup and etc. Im around 6 or 7 months into lazer on my face but the shadow above my lips doesnt ever look like it has improved to me. My friend always says that she never sees or notices it but when I look in the mirror i cant unsee it no matter how much i try to hide it with makeup. I just feel so lost and terrible because of my looks. I genuenly cant tell if people think i look hideous or not in public. I have been considering relapsing very heavily in the past month or so because I just can't bear this mental pain anymore I feel so disgusting i want to die. Anyways sorry for the random ramble i can't really talk abt this on my socials or friends i just really needed to get this out
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