I'm a guy. I like girls and only girls. Sometimes I like to change into women's clothes.

But I've had a fantasy for a long time where I imagine myself as a girl being fucked by a tall athletic guy with his huge cock. There is no face in these fantasies.

I've had this experience and it was just disgusting and rather traumatizing.

When I'm in a relationship these fantasies never come up. But when I'm not in a relationship, this fantasy comes up periodically. I'm clearly aware that I'm not attracted to the guys themselves, but these attributes - big dick, tall stature, athletic body - enhance femininity and so on.

But why does this happen?

>>40377264 (OP)
in ze typical tränsveztic fashion, you project your mozzer's unsatisfied segsuality onto yourselv. tell me about your fadther

You know how you're a product of your mothers and fathers genetics? I don't see a reason it couldn't also affect your sexuality. So you probably inherited some female desires from your mom.

>>40377291
so true

>>40377264 (OP)
u already made this thread

>>40377264 (OP)
Why remake >>40373846 when the thread is still here?

>>40377264 (OP)
Are you gender dysphoric otherwise anon? Or is it just this fantasy. Do you like the idea of living as a girl?

>>40377826 It's just a fantasy.

>>40377264 (OP)
ive got 3 letters and one book by an old man for you