Why can't I just medically detroon already? I feel anxious whenever I'm about to stop taking hormones, then I get the usual pornbrainrotted emasculating urges, masturbate to some MEF fantasy, then go back to square zero and continue to castrate myself. I am so fucked in the head.

>>40385163 (OP)
Becayse you are a mef agp sissy and should just take your estrogen girl!