Am I the only one that started to feel like crying when jerking off while on HRT? Ever since I started it every time I jerk off, specially the closer I get to orgasm the more I feel the heavyness around my eyes that I get when about to cry.

Does this make me more attractive?

>>40395446 (OP)
happened to me too lol, idk how im gonna explain it when i start having sex again. its usually cause i think of how lonely i am or how i should be a strong cishet man and now a pathetic effeminate twink or my relationship with my father. im a very shameful person

>>40395749
as a result i usually try to think of topping women instead but that also makes me cry cause i feel bad cause it reminds me that im only doing it to not think about my androphilia. and also i feel like a pervert