>have nap
>dream that my dad shows up one days, tells me that I've become so pretty and feminine, tells me that he's sorry for disowning and now that he can see I was always meant to be his daughter
>hug him
>he doesn't immediately push me away
>*t-that's odd*
>wake up

it was a nice dream regardless

i'm sorry nona :( you deserve love from your father

>>40396246
thank you...
it's been 2 years now and I still hold onto this fantasy that if I just keep voice training, if I get another surgical procedure, if I learn to do my makeup better, then one day I'll finally meet him again and this time he'll accept me

>>40396387
i can't know, but i think if he's to come around he will come around on his own...that is what happened with my dad.
my two cents, not that you asked, is that it is impossible to know whether he will eventually accept you or not, and it isn't something you have control over, so you should do these things for you, not for him. it isn't your fault that things turned out this way and it isn't your responsibility to amend them. you already want a relationship with him and that is all you can do. keep loving him. he may or may not come around, but doing all of this for him seems like something that will only make you more sad as time goes on. i'm sorry if that is unwelcome advice. it's all i can think to offer in lieu of a real-life hug and a shoulder to cry on

Dw, since you are trans you will make a post telling us how happy you are when he dies. Just hold out

>>40396202 (OP)
I feel you nona :( I recently had a dream where my mom was fully supportive of me. I wish we all could've had the loving families we should've had growing up.

Maybe it's a dream from the afterlife when he finally has perfect knowledge.