>>40396610 (OP)don't know if your sick, or eating badly, or you have strange digestion. but does not look healthy.
you'd be suprised how much weight matters for wishing to kill oneself, maybe you already know but the wish to kill oneself gets amplified by low weight.
don't know why you want to, have heared and (thought of a) whole host of stupid reasons to kms.
pain however bad is in most cases very temporary. and most reasons come down to pain in one way or another.
if its body (which would make sense since this is mostly a trans board), bodies can be changed.
with your weight, you don't really have to worry about puberty but survival. (at a high price, but delayed puberty atleast 3 years in my case, even as trans not worth it).
am not gonna tell you not to rope just that its not worth the effort.
out of sheer curiousity what makes you think you will actually suceed and not just horribly harm yourself?
you think its easy to kill yourself?
what gives you that confidence?
why do you think you can do what i couldn't in a worse state?
and if you want to kill yourself why post about it.
you shouldn't need psyching up. you shouldn't need talking down.
you shouldn't need the fleeting attention.
we all make mistakes, we all live in pain, most here live in an ill fitting society, in ill fitting roles, in ill fitting biomachines, in ill fitting minds, so what gives you in your mind the right to leave?
i hope my questions don't sound harsh its hard to convey tone over annonymous message board.
i am curious, and maybe even a bit envious (although i know that state is not desireable), and certainly suppressing anger (as i do all the time).
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