as much as I wish I could be feminine, it just feels wrong, as much as I hate my masculine face and body, I would be far more proud of myself if I were a strong successful dude. I have no desire to have sex with a woman but if I was walking around with a hot girl I would feel like I succeeded at life. How do I know if this is internalized transphobia or rather a sign that I am indeed just a straight cis male who got corrupted by his agp fetish

>>40399553 (OP)
>I would be far more proud of myself if I were a strong successful dude
Work out for a few months and then see how you feel about yourself

>>40401753
I already work out but never my upper body bc I’m scared of building too much muscle. It’s like i like being thin and weak but I would never admit that to anyone bc I see it as “worse” than being muscular

>>40399553 (OP)

Transphobia doesnt exist. Transition doesnt exist.

soft on the outside, steel on the inside

is this what you want?