How to cope with knowing you will never be pretty enough to be loved?

I doubt being pretty guarantees love.

>>40412694 (OP)
You will. Everyone is lovable

>>40412694 (OP)
Ugly people get partners all the time its about being a good vibe

>>40412744
No but it definitely makes it easier. I’m the most mentally ill person I know and I think a lot of my faults would be excusable to people if I was pretty.

>>40412745
I don’t think I am.

>>40412749
Well I know my attitude is really bad so I’ve been trying hard to work on that.

>>40412769
you're probably prettier than you think and there are/will be things about your personality that people find appealing

>>40412787
I only have two friends and one of them isn’t even an IRL. Maybe there will be someone but I’m inclined to think otherwise considering no one even wants to be my friend.

I’m sure my negativity has impacted that though. It’s very hard to see things in a positive light.

>>40412798
>negativity
Literal victim blaming. I've seen extremely negative people who were disgusting in other ways get into relationships. At this point I think it's based on how evil you are

>>40412798
build a bigger social circle. go outside and do stuff in your area

>>40412830
I’m not victim blaming? I just said it is my fault?

I’m really confused anon. I know I’m not a great person, and I’ve genuinely said some heinous, horrific, vile things to people on this board. A lot of that stems from my own mental illness and my envy of others. That doesn’t absolve me of guilt at all, but it does mean that if I work on those things instead of exploding at others all the time, things should get better.

I’m not expecting charity but I’ll admit I was taken a little off guard by this.

>>40412849
just bee yourself

>>40412849
I had one for a bit. Met them from here actually. They were very obviously tiring of my constant misery and learned helplessness, so I cut contact. We’ve had a few distant interactions since then but I think I made the best move for both parties.

>>40412851
And this I dreamt, and this I dream
And some time, this I will dream again
And all will be repeated, all be re-embodied
You will dream everything I have seen in dream
To one side from ourselves, to one side from the world

Wave follows wave to break on the shore
On each wave is a star, a person, a bird
Dreams, reality, death, on wave after wave

No need for a date, I was, I am, and I will be
Life is a wonder of wonders and to wonder
I dedicate myself, on my knees, like an orphan
Alone, among mirrors, fenced in by reflections
Cities and seas, iridescent, intensified
A mother in tears takes a child on her lap

>>40412852
Myself is kind of tiring to be around…

>>40412857
You’re scaring me anon…

>>40412694 (OP)
Hobbies, creativity, making outsider art.

>>40412895
I used to write a lot but I broke my laptop and I’m waiting to take it to a repair shop so I can transfer all my drafts and stuff over.

>>40412903
To my new replacement laptop, I mean.

Day 4 of schizoscratch bitching and moaning instead of taking her pills