i've known i was trans since i was 15 but i still can't pick a new name, and i think putting off choosing when i came to college is one of the worst mistakes i made.

instead of committing to transitioning immediately, i just went by my initial, so i've been rotting inside my body for years now in this frozen, paralysed state of half-transitioning. i'm on hrt (finally) but i wasted so many years of my life, when i was supposed to be free and being myself.

i wish the version of me i was for the last three years was just a distant nightmare and not what my body actually turned into

at least i'm finally transitioning for real now. fuck my gay faggot life

>>40414300 (OP)
Well congrats

>>40414300 (OP)
docs vans and converse are literally the 3 types of shoes i own fml