>>40434572 (OP)your an idiot
i thought about it from 4 years old
i just didnt know anything could be done about how i felt; or what it was called; until i was 15
it took me til 34 to finally have the ability to transition and it didnt just save my life; it gave me my whole life; im married and loved and happy now
and you know what i need medicines for other things too like my spine fractures and ulcerative colitis and panic disorder; im not ashamed of that; and stigma against safe and effective medication treatments leads to alot of suffering and worsening conditions and pain in this world
i will do whatever i can to live my life as completely as i can; ive suffered enough getting here; and not a soul on this board could have survived what ive lived through and come out the other end being full of positivity and love and hope