>tell my dad I'm sad
>"nonsense what have you got to be sad about?"
>'I'm ugly'
> he doesn't respond

I'm going to eat so much food today

:(

dont do that youll get even ugliee

my dad used to whip me with a power chord and started punching me in the head when i was 14

>>40435087
Idk how else to cope. I have burritos.

How do I cope with being ugly? I had facial surgery, I've had skin treatments, I use creams. Idk what else to do?

>>40435074 (OP)
Give yourself a treat honey but don't be harsh on yourself.
>>40435096
I am sorry to hear that you got abused.

>>40435096
That's actually horrific wtf, you need to tell someone like the police

>>40435074 (OP)
im going to make myself look good and put myself out there in hopes someone will want to buy me a pizza or shake then abuse me later tonight.

>>40435113
What pizza?

>>40435109
nta
but police literally dont give a fuck. or they just collect datas for another time.
in my experience its pointless. if i tallied up all the crimes done to me it's beyond 1,000 at this point.
but i just eat it, and move on. its fucking pointless to even try to get help.
i even used to go to therapy and when she'd want me to talk about it i'd just laugh in her face and think why the fuck would i want to think about something i am already far beyond.
i dont want to think about all my shitty experiences in life. i'm already beyond it. but i still need help. cause im fucked up.

>>40435122
just a plain pizza is fine with me. a really nice pizza. i just want someone to spend the day with and hold me later so im not alone, and idc if you play with my tits or touch me etc

>>40435129
you deserve help if you want it

>>40435133
I want this too, im sad. Can you find someone nice?

>>40435129
I'm sorry, police are fucking shit.

Therapist wants to discuss the past to resolve trauma. Idk if it's helpful, I've never discussed the past anyone

I ate my burritos but I still feel awful.

I'm sad. Why do I look so bad. Its like I'm cursed

I'm sleepy. I wish I could sleep for a very long time

>>40435289
Do you want to talk or something

>>40435344
I napped, yay!

I'm lonely, I wish I lived in Europe. I was beautiful and now I'm ugly. I saw the most handsome man I had ever seen in my life, he owned a cafe, and I served it so hard. I hid in the toilets and practiced how to say goodbye.

He looked like Commander Shepard irl. My brain went 404. Why was he so handsome and nice? Smiling, telling me about his business.

He was the most handsome man I had ever seen and its a honour to have been in hospital presence

>>40435344
I napped, yay!

I'm lonely, I wish I lived in Europe. I was beautiful and now I'm ugly. I saw the most handsome man I had ever seen in my life, he owned a cafe, and I sperged out so hard. I hid in the toilets and practiced how to say goodbye.

He looked like Commander Shepard irl. My brain went 404. Why was he so handsome and nice? Smiling, telling me about his business.

He was the most handsome man I had ever seen and its an honour to have been in his presence

>>40436454
He gave me a card with his business number, should I message him and tell him he is handsome?