I want to go out and socialize but i need MONEYY and no ones fucking hiring me. I finally have everything irl going well, I put all this work into myself, and now Im stuck waiting on something outside my control. Its been months.

I never went to a concert before and now I know where EDM and underground artist venues are near me, literally my all-time favorite band is performing near me in late August too. FUCK, man. I am so close to finally being happy, finally being able to go out in the world, and now I feel like thats being gatekept from me like always. I can finally be myself, be the person I always wanted to be, yet Ive been stuck waiting.

I have an entire resume of experience yet bottom of the barrel minimum wage jobs won't even hire me. . I have no tattoos, no dyed hair, no criminal label, I'm just a physically disabled faggot. Im so lonely. Idk how to use Discord or any of those apps either.
I got 42 days left to live basically. If I don't have a job by then, I'm killing myself man. Fucking hate this.

>>40441755 (OP)
Don't stress too much OP. Things change quickly, and even if you miss this upcoming event there will be many more.

>>40441755 (OP)
go hiking and jogging. lots of free stuff to do for fun.

>>40441823
Not if you don't got a car and can't drive : ((
With jogging... I feel like I might as well pick that up.

>>40441914
you can make it work while you wait it out. get a road bike if you can. you can go to libraries, find free events, you can meet people without spending money.

>>40441755 (OP)
perform sex acts on strangers for money