How do you get over the sickening urge to die or hurt yourself because you're not only a tranny, but a huge hon the size of a dinosaur?

I really don't understand it. Why am I like this? What did I do wrong for this fate?

>>40449268 (OP)
whats the point of living if i get mistaken for a horse everywhere i go because of my midface

>>40449466
i see none. but i knwo theres nothing after death and hoenstly thats scary to me. i wish i wasn't so scared of it.