>tfw my mind consolidated and I’m a man mentally forever.

Fuck I wish I could go back. Even my body is irreversibly male. I say this as a cis MEF male. I can just feel the solidity, moral strength, steely clarity, no bullshit attitude of my mind. There’s no space for cutesiness.

your brain is male too

I wish I could be free of this prison that is my male brain.

Whenever I act fem, it feels like a cringe performance.

>>40453921 (OP)

If you're MEF you can change and feminize yourself. If you are truly willing to do what is necessary to break your masculinity, you can unlock a lot of power. Drop your discord if you want to learn, i transed as a MEF lateshit and I'm a certified baddie.

>>40453940
Can u give me some pointers of something I could do?

>>40453921 (OP)
>>40453927
>>40453938
Tbh I had a head injury of a 25mph smack directly to the head into concrete without a helmet, and for all intents and purposes it wiped almost the entirety of my personality away, and Ive since managed to recover into being a better person.
I wanted to go on a whole rant about how 'you should value your personality and you dont want this to happen' but honestly and I hate to fuckin say it but Im thankful as fuck the injury happened because Im a so much more functional person than I was before it because I was forced into it, and now Im actually better than I was before the injury. I was a toxic as fuck person before it and theres no fucking way I could have ever made the changes I did without the injury.
So Im glad I got a second chance, but dont try to repeat what happened to me. Take up reading and art. Also actually try to figure out what your cognitive defects are, what their causes are and be kind and loving about how you handle it. Those are the things that helped my head injury recovery so maybe itll help you.

>>40454158
Realizing I repeated injury and head injury like a million times in this when it rlly didnt need to be said that much.
Sorry its 1am and I got 3 hours of sleep yesterday too.

>>40454158
>head injury
>sovietposting
that's tracks

>>40454158
>head injury
>sovietposting
yeah that tracks

>>40453998

It's way too taboo and controversial to talk about here but it involves a full 360 degree process of gradual social role and behavioral shift, you basically have to recondition and resocialize yourself along the gay boy to hsts pipeline manually. If you have aptitude your body will be very responsive. Once you've fully feminized you can be bi again if you want.

Thats the overview. The actual process of a MEF transition takes years and some pretty dedicated planning.

>>40454462
Meh Ive made a full recovery since then and like I said Im better off by far than before.
Im happy you're not etc...
Read a book, you'll be better for it.

>>40454495
Sounds hot but insane

>>40453921 (OP)
such is passage of time

>>40454495
what is taboo about bihacking, meta-attraction and sissy hypno
i agree tho and would say one can go further and do memory alteration stuff. if you dissociate hard enough while crying you can give yourself false memories of being AFAB in a past life with a good childhood