>>40453921 (OP)
>>40453927
>>40453938
Tbh I had a head injury of a 25mph smack directly to the head into concrete without a helmet, and for all intents and purposes it wiped almost the entirety of my personality away, and Ive since managed to recover into being a better person.
I wanted to go on a whole rant about how 'you should value your personality and you dont want this to happen' but honestly and I hate to fuckin say it but Im thankful as fuck the injury happened because Im a so much more functional person than I was before it because I was forced into it, and now Im actually better than I was before the injury. I was a toxic as fuck person before it and theres no fucking way I could have ever made the changes I did without the injury.
So Im glad I got a second chance, but dont try to repeat what happened to me. Take up reading and art. Also actually try to figure out what your cognitive defects are, what their causes are and be kind and loving about how you handle it. Those are the things that helped my head injury recovery so maybe itll help you.