why cant i be happy and cute and affectionate and expressive but without everyone trying to fuck me? even my mom and sister just says "good for you" like im bragging because some dumb touchy guy gave me attention and made me feel unsafe for an hour? i dont want any of this sort of attention.

you cant. ive just given up and i mask in public now because its a coinflip of getting creeped on or hatecrimed