I fucked another tranny a few days ago and I wasn't all that attracted to her as I thought I should have been, so I just kind of went through the motions and now as a result I'm grossed out from the thought of having sex. I just wanna find love at this point but I also don't really know how to do that without hooking up with enough people until I find someone who I'm really into. While it's worked a few times, I haven't really fallen for anyone that way in a way that worked out for me. Even the times I hookup with someone and I do fall for them it just doesn't work out for me and it's usually a fairly one-sided attraction.
I dunno man, I'm at a weird point in my life after that night. I think I get why growing up my parents told me not to have sex with someone unless I felt a real strong attachment to them, and while I'm not that cucked maybe there was a grain of truth to that.

>>40457547 (OP)
Yes, you are experiencing in realtime how sluts start wanting to settle down when they get older

>>40457547 (OP)
I go on Grindr and offer the trans women there something long term but they always flake out on me. Idk OP, shits actually hard, even if you're attractive it's difficult.

>>40457547 (OP)
wya. I'm a cute tranny, maybe you can fall in love with me

>>40457676
norcal, probably too far. though last 4chan girl i fell for broke my heart so much I haven't really fallen for anyone the same way since

>>40457676
I'm IN seattle

>>40457687
>>40457695
nowhere near me unfortunately, it was worth a shot

>>40457789
unfortunate. that being said though if any puppygirls live in norcal and wanna break my heart hit me up i guess, i need a girl to walk on a leash at folsom this year

>>40457687
hi norcal fren

how long were you with your 4chan girl?

>>40457840
we were never officially together, but we had been talking 3 months before meeting up and only really meet up like 3 times over the course of 3 months but the sex was incredible and it was like we were both kind of obsessed with each other early on, though overtime it seemed to peter out on her end after that. There were a few months of on-and-off silence for a few months before she just kind of told me it wasn't going to work out. I miss her everyday.

I've gotta go to work now and unfortunately the captcha on mobile (at least on my phone) doesn't really seem to work so if you have any further questions try and keep this thread alive for like 5 hours.

>>40457885
I get how you feel about just wanting to find love, sex feels empty and unsatisfying to me without a deeper connection. I could probably slut around if I wanted to but it just has zero appeal for me, I’m not poly and I don’t do hookups and frankly I have no desire to, and if that means being alone for a while then so be it. I’m basically in limbo until I get ffs anyway

>>40457885
>>40458300
I’m also phoneposting from work lol