agp is a fetish and i have it and i trooned. its all encompassing and its ruining my life. people claim i pass and even compliment me but i can see that im huge and manly and it disgusts me. i like men and hate faggots. what do i even do at this point? id detroon if i could be a cute genderfuck twink but pretroon i was on track to becoming my dad, hairy and covered in fucking acne.

>>40459362 (OP)
This is why mental health is really important btw.

get psy help

>>40459362 (OP)
in the same boat minus the agp. the dysphoria is debilitating but I look like a grown ass man even 2 years in. I just manmode but I genuinely cry everyday because I know I'll never make it and I'm not really sure what to do because detroon won't fix the dysphoria.

>i like men and hate faggots
Dont you know hateful people are ugly as shit?
Calm down sis

>>40459449
Shut up ugly faggot

>>40459362 (OP)
why did you let your fetish control your entire life?

it's literally not even real

>i like men and hate faggots
bro
you're literally a faggot

>>40459362 (OP)
post face or stfu

>>40459469
masc x masc is gross, i always wanted to be cute. i didn't know trannies took hormones until i was like 19. i wanted to be feminine so badly since puburty started but was born into a retarded christian family in a flyover state where kids literally smashed fags or weaklings into lockers.

>>40459387
what does this even mean? how does being in tune with my mental health stop this pain? i straight up look like a dude to like 90% of people who see me. they only sometimes refer to me as maam so i dont gamestop honout.

>>40459362 (OP)
non-dysphoric hussies stay winning

>>40459362 (OP)
be a genderfuck twink on estrogen?

>>40459869
ts the way

>>40459869
doesnt work. i didnt leave flyover state and i dont want to either. its cozy and cheap here and i have a nice job.

>>40459954
well womp womp you should have come to terms with that before trooning.
> your "dypshoria" is just ocd btw. let go of it or get treatment

>>40459962
tocd is valid, agp is valid, agamp is valid.

>>40460008
i agree. i just don't want ppl to suffer more than they need to. otc hrt, non-indicated sugeries, etc all the way.
transmeds are just dysphoric agps.

>>40459362 (OP)
don't strain yourself, honey

>>40459954
i mean you could just manmode if you look like one anyways, might cause less drama and then you can still be a happy (ugly) tranny in private

>>40460082
or not, if people are being nice about it you might just be a tranny who doesn't pass but isn't too ugly lol people don't mind those

>>40460155
yes, but pleaase for the sake of god do not let yourself go. the aspiration should be to always be as beautiful as possible.