i wish i had someone to hold me in bed

and tell me im pretty (even though its not true, theres a reason im still boymoding 4 years into estrogen)

and teach me how to not be a retarded subhuman

and hold me down and squeeze me when im sad and to go places with and try to talk with even though im retarded and impossible to speak to

>>40462128 (OP)
do u have frens nona?

>>40462137
i have alot on the internet but none irl and havent had any outside of grade school even though im 22

>>40462128 (OP)
Where are you from?

>>40462143
ohh im sorry. wat helped me was ppl from local community from a discord i joined. i go to events and ppl really like me. maybe u can meet frens that way too?

>>40462151
north florida...

>>40462156
well im very very awkward irl... like i feel likei dont know how to jus tbe around people... i dont know if i would make any friends :c

>>40462169
saaamee.. but p pl find it okay it seems?? i get lots of ppl confiding in me and talking shit about others behind each other back. i think u could make frens if u just existed. u just have to put urself out there. u have 0 % chance if u never actually try

>>40462160
Ah okay, there’s multiple stories like yours. Like the person said just gotta find something that’ll work for you. You’ll
Find someone eventually, take small steps and pretty soon you’ll have met someone new. Good luck fren

you are not a retarded subhuman anon. you are just a sad girl.

I hope you feel better

>>40462175
well how did u find a local thingie from discord in the first place...

>>40462192
idk i just typed in portland in disboard sorry idk if dat helps it was just a local thing

>>40462128 (OP)
Where are you? I'm in a similar position.

>>40462192
i used disboard and typed in portland

>>40462160
that's a bit far from me, but I would hold you if I could.

>>40462128 (OP)
i have two plushies i sleep with every night. one is a blahaj and another is a bear that ive had since i was 7. every night i lay in the arms of my bear and pretend its someone who loves me. ive been doing this for atleast one year now and its the only way im able to sleep. last night i felt so starved for someone real i didnt want to go to bed. i feel physically ill from being touch starved. like when your body isnt absorbing nutrients and you feel like a husk.

>>40462242
wow

>>40462128 (OP)
same desu