>there's a tranny in my job now
>everyone keeps telling me I would get along with her
>she seems genuinely like the most annoying tenderqueer white bitch ever
>literally working with her bf
>he seems like a beta
fuck my dumb chud life
st___y if you see this, just know I hate you just because you're trans.
also, you should voicetrain, you stupid bitch

>>40463495 (OP)
You sound insufferable

>>40463495 (OP)
Try not to wear your jealousy on your sleeve, nona. It's a bad look for you.

>>40463497
deal with it.
I only come to this place to hate

>>40463495 (OP)
Do you have a bf? No? Loser lmao

>>40463502
it's not jealousy, it's hate.
my man is better and I pass more+I'm skinnier.
I just hate seeing trannies in public

>>40463520
yes I do, and I don't need my man to hold my hand like a baby while I work. in fact, I only ever see him when I feel like it. he's my toy not the other way around

>>40463527
If you have it off so well I don't see why you find it necessary to hate her so much when, from what you described, she sounds like a kind, happy person. Maybe you have some internalized stuff you need to work through.

>>40463546
I'm transphobic

>>40463553
So you hate yourself and you're projecting those feelings onto someone who is undeserving. Go to therapy.

>>40463565
>Go to therapy
too expensive, rather hate online.
plus, I have a horrible hangover from drinking on the clock all day

>>40463574
Persistent anger and alcohol abuse are two good ways to kiss that prettiness of yours goodbye prematurely. Girlie is gonna have wrinkles like the grand canyon. Soon you'll be ugly on the outside to match what's on the inside.

>>40463582
keep it a buck with u, I'm notactually angry like that, I just had a shitty day and ahe happened to start today. If I'm going to be completely honest, I kinda wish I could make friends with her, it's really rare to meet another trans girl, let alone a straight one. I feel really isolated and idk I'm too awkward to make friends like that. especially on the job.
also, the alcoholism is the only thing my grandma left me before she left so I feel the need to honor her. idk

>>40463606
Finally, some earnesty. I appreciate you opening up being vulnerable about your feelings. I think you should let the new girl know how you feel once you come around to her. I can relate to you, in that I am usually standoffish with new people when in reality I would like to get to know them better. Most of the closest friends and partners I've had in life, including my current partner, I hated when I first met them.

>>40463495 (OP)
If someone tells me to go hang out with a tranny I'm killing myself

>>40463582
desu my life kinda sucks rn and its 3am, I have to get up at 6 tomorrow, I can't sleep, I don't think I can do my job and my mom is consistently pressuring me about the pay (I get commission only)
I don't know what im gonna do if I can't make at least 4 sales this week, I'm most likely quitting and going back to ts4rent. I genuinely feel drained. I started cutting again and my boyfriend is the first man in ages that I can say I feel something towards but I've done enough just being mentally unstable to push him away and make him go back on what he said and tell me he doesn't want to take me seriously. Even my best friend is burnt out from me rn, I really hate myself and I wish I knew how to stop being me, if I could be literally anyone else, I could make it all work. I'm falling apart and I don't even know how to start fixing my problems.

>>40463606
Also, I have a problem with alcohol too. Until recently I would binge drink one or two nights a week and justify it to myself by saying that I'm not doing it every day and I don't have symptoms of alcoholism. I would have sex I couldn't remember the next day and be hungover at work so much that I gained a reputation for it. It wasn't until I woke up one morning, not remembering how I got into bed (again), with texts from my partner from the night prior saying that I made her cry. I couldn't remember making her cry, and that struck a very deep nerve. She said it was no big deal, but I wouldn't know if it was. It was as if I wasn't even there when I did it. I don't ever want to let that happen again.

>>40463495 (OP)
>I could have a friend who understands my experiences and is supportive and affirming of me and my life goals
>But fuck that, I want to be ruled by hate for no reason.

>>40463630
>>40463658
Jesus, anon. at least we're not alone in misery. I'd raise a cup for you but I ran out. Alcohol is one hell of a drug. honestly, I cant say I drink that much, I'm only drinking as much as I am rn because I don't have as easy access to pills rn and untill I get paid, I cant buy the kratom. either way I'm sick too so :/

>>40463675
okay, if you took a moment to read but okay cool