>>40464584You need to focus on yourself anon, you can't lose any more time to this. I lost 4 years before to some unrequited bullshit. Now I'm in a fairly good place again. New people new problems. Experiencing stuff I never thought I'd experience. Life is bigger than moping around on an Internet forum forever about your ex.
There's so many better uses of your time, you could work out, make some art, start making some money, go climbing, do some charity work, start learning to cook, start writing.
Just do something. Do you journal? Journalling is way better than what you're doing here on 4chan, cause here you're setting out your emotions for an audience to comment on and piece apart. If you just wrote for yourself, you'd be in a better place to get your mind in order. Blogposting on 4chan is basically just journalling with PVP enabled hahaha. Anyway go do a few reps of some kinda ab or leg exercise and then open up a notepad file and just start dumping your thoughts in there. Limerence is a weird thing to recover from, sometimes it takes a while. Good luck anon