i got literally the perfect bf, top 1% cis people who is actually gay and actually sees me as his bf instead of a tomboy fantasy. but were both young adults and lately ive just been terrified that when shit statistically probably does hit the fan (only 77% of college relationships even last 1 year) im inevitably going to crash, go back to how mentally ill i was before, and kill myself

first relationship since i swore off relationships permanently thanks to a really shitty ex years ago, and im finally at a point where i can be open with someone again but i know if something breaks that ill be cooked

>wow a real gay man willing to date the opposite sex just for me
woke homophobia

>>40471799 (OP)
get pregnant ASAP to baby trap him

>>40471799 (OP)
20 bucks says your bf is an egg.

>>40471799 (OP)
you found a straight or bi guy patient enough to put up with your mental illness to get access to your poon and/or ass, you dumb foid lol

>>40471799 (OP)
>were both young adults and lately ive just been terrified that when shit statistically probably does hit the fan (only 77% of college relationships even last 1 year) im inevitably going to crash
Self-fulfilling prophecy brained.

>>40471908
thanks for the ropefuel

>>40472032
this is exactly what i dont want to happen but idk how to stop it, i try to banish thoughts like this but it doesnt work