post queer/LGBT fumbled romances. don't know wtf that other anon was on before they got sniped or deleted the post but I'm interested to hear their and your stories.

>>40472294 (OP)
it would be too much to cover in full or even decent detail in even a few posts but I've tried dating like 5 people in the last year and somehow each one has just gotten progressively worse. I feel like I'm the only person on the planet that I know that can truly and earnestly call myself unlovable, cause while most people I see say that do it out of insecurities or feeling so inadequate due to personal reasons, I feel that way only because it has been repeatedly proven to be true to me. I fucking hate living like this, I hate being a transbian

I hate that the trans community made me think that t4t relationships would be easy
I hate feeling like I'm never going to feel like I'm worth anything to the people I have feelings for
I hate that I have no other real options for dating prospects besides t4t
I just wish somebody would make me feel happy and wanted again

>>40473008
Have you tried being cis? That would fix a lot of your problems

>>40473008
whats gone wrong with your experiences? im very curious
but youre right, t4t dating is not easy at all

>>40473014
yeah, probably would have killed myself if I kept pretending to do that though, plus I've been on hrt for a year now so no turning back

>>40473018
usually stuff just never lasts with people, or even more recently the people I end up seeing for a while throw me under the bus and start dating somebody else, or something like that

and being hurt or used the ways I have once or twice isn't so bad, they're to be expected, but when its as repeated as it has been for me I just start to feel like its not worth it, or that I'll just never have feelings for somebody again for a very long time or something. I mean after my last shit show I'm borderline repulsed by the idea of having romantic feelings

>>40472294 (OP)
bump

>>40472294 (OP)
Sure.
I can tell you your story instead of mine.
One day, you were walking along a pleasant path, you then reached a crossing, and had the option to go in one direction, but instead, you chose the other. If you had not chose the direction you chose, you would have met the love of your life. But you'll never meet her now, her name is beautiful, but you'd be lucky to even know

>>40474994
can't believe you wrote this thought "yeah this is hard" and then proceeded to post it

>>40475050
Hehe.. it does go hard....