did anyone else have a period of being really confident in your gender early transition, experimenting with fashion etc then a few months in it you got really unsure of yourself?

is this just coming to terms with reality or wha, i wanna be hot :(

>>40472913 (OP)
thats called reverse dysphoria. time to detrans!

>>40472913 (OP)
i went from not passing, to passing, to not passing again (long story). i was looking at old pics last night from the first time i didn't pass, and i was cute, not afraid to show skin at all. now the second go around of not passing im a schizo who gets nervous if she has any skin showing other than her hands, face, and neck. i miss the confidence i used to have
t. 5 years hrt