>>40475094Lots of 19 year olds look like mature adults. Itโs not the end of the world, itโs certainly not a reason for suicide and you need mental health help.
You are not an outside observer. Your perspective is skewed by mental illness and trans related trauma. You know this
As an outside observer with literally no skin in your game, you are a completely whatever human. And suicidal ideation is a mental health problem. Get help. Get treatment. You are being a histrionic teenager and you are young enough to change the course of your mental health drastically still