I was talking to a cis girl romantically and that fell through because I'm not able to be socially submissive and demeaned the way girls want. And men, idk if I've ever felt romantically attracted to men. But sexually, Im comfortable with men and far less comfortable with women.

I genuinely don't know anymore and I'm getting convinced that I'm meant to die alone.

(im a male with estrogen booobs btw)

>>40475107 (OP)
No one wants ur man tits

>>40475107 (OP)
love is a meme.
> sexually, Im comfortable with men and far less comfortable with women
ur androphilic.

>>40475182
>ur androphilic.
hdjdhdusjh
I hate sex and always have. I always wanted to get rid of sexual thoughts and feelings. I am okay with women, sexually, kind of. Im not attracted to femininity though and the idea of topping sounds so uncomfortable and strange to me.

Then with men, the idea of sex sounds so hedonistic and inappropriate. And I haven't felt a *romantic* crush on men with the same intensity I have women. idk

>love is a meme
this makes me sad

>>40475377
> Then with men, the idea of sex sounds so hedonistic and inappropriate. And I haven't felt a *romantic* crush on men with the same intensity I have women. idk
as i said, love is a meme / a vague set of feelings that can be directed towards many different things. look at what or who authors dedicate their books to - it's not just their partners...
> With men, the idea of sex sounds so hedonistic and inappropriate
the fact that you see sex with men as hedonistic makes you so incredibly gay you cannot even see it yourself. hedonistic means immensely pleasureable.
i agree that yes, it is seen as 'inappropriate' by large chunks of society, but that's just the closet speaking.
> I hate sex and always have. I always wanted to get rid of sexual thoughts and feelings. I am okay with women, sexually, kind of.
this is not what sex is. you're not asexual although you might want to be. ts not going away nona.
endulge, please, endulge. you're worthy of good sex.

>>40475107 (OP)
It can't be helped.