>>40475709>>40475537 (OP)But seriously, go to a therapist, who can help you deal with your self hatred, and self harm. Once you stop making things worse for yourself, maybe there are like laser scar treatments you could do, but idk. The scars will fade anyway with time. Also you just need to lose a bit of weight, and learn to take care of yourself. With all of this, you can look great.
No such thing as a failed transition, if it is helping with dysporia. Stop posting here.