>>40476843 (OP)u gotta explore your gender, if u suspect you might be trans. shave beard/body hair, try out crossdressing in your room, make up. you could even try an androgynous style irl for a while, growing out your hair n shit. if you find that these things make you happier, write a pros and cons list with the effects of hrt. if you think you'd be happier overall, then try out hrt. suck my motherfucking dick.