I think Im kinda starting to regret stopping E. Tbhon I didn’t think the effects would come this fast I thought I would be able to ease into them. Now I smell and my skin feels oily as shit my hair is falling out and I think I’ve already lost fat in my thighs. Idk why my body has to be so androgen sensitive why can’t I have normal male hormone levels and also have a nice body is that so much to ask. oh well guess this is my life now

>>40476982 (OP)
>States a bunch of normal male body attributes
>Anon: "why cant i have a normal male body"
Bb thats u. Look around. All men look like hot shit unless theyre lucky

>>40476982 (OP)
how long has it been?

>>40476998
other men don’t have horrible greasy skin like I do I know that as fact

ok now write these feelings down so when you go back on e and are tempted to “detransition” again you can read through them and save yourself some dread

>>40477015
This is what a true man looks like. Chewed up meat skin. Smells like it too

>>40477040
that’s not what a normal man looks like he has makeup on to look worse
>>40477037
I haven’t decided to restart yet and this is the second time I’ve stopped so doubt it would help tho last time I didn’t stop as long
>>40477002
little under a month

>>40477088
>this is the second time I’ve stopped so doubt it would help
in this case, you might kys as well

>>40477233
yea that’s probably a better solution for my mental illness

>>40476982 (OP)
I've never stopped and never will but this makes me rlly sad for u nona :c pls don't let urself rot away....

>>40476982 (OP)
You're just a disgusting AGP chaser and you should kys.

>>40477263
dw I’m not like u I’m not trans i just hate my body and need to learn to accept it
>>40477280
this is true

>>40477290
But even if that is the case, and you arent trutrans or whatever, so what? Why not keep taking it for the positive effects? And to stop your hair from falling out!! Anyone who takes the time to nurture & grow long hair has to fall in love with it...dont u want to keep it? :c ignore all the gender stuff, just think of deep in your heart & soul what you what your body to look like, smell like, age like... i hope u keep taking your e nona </3

>>40477434
I shouldn’t be on it as a cis male it’s just too weird and I think I’d be fine looking like a man just not an ogre man like me