im so disgusting and im throwing it all away. i look back at old pics and i was hot but i always hated myself so much. i could probably still be hot as a guy im tall and have a sharp jaw and so much going for me i just hate myself so so unbelievably much. i genuinely cannot bear this skin i need to be ripped out of it. im going to become a disgusting honbeast and thats somehow supposed to be the existential happiness i get. i am forever a manmoder. i can never feel happy nor do i deserve to. i hate myself.

>>40483460 (OP)
I don't know what to say anon. You were probably told multiple times, and you either argued back at it or nodded your head and smirked while others did. But you got yourself into this mess on your own.

>>40483507
im still pre transition. i have spent my entire life repping over this fact. i only just came out to family and friends. i know this is how it is im not that retarted. i am just a whining piece of shit and i am using this board to project my retardation onto ears that dont need to hear it.