my dysphoria is fucking me. wide chest and wide face. what do i do?

it feels pretty over gang

>>40484918
this will be me once i have long hair. fuck

dysphoria isn't real. get over it

>>40484918
pretty

>>40485078
maybe so but i want to pass as well

>>40485054
yeah my face is fucked. you cant really see it here but my rib cage is wide as FUCK

>>40484918
idk i think you face pass, you look like a girl to me.
Mostly you look sleepy, go get some rest.

>>40485098
how so? i had a psychologist at a GIC say my face is androgynous but i really dont see it as a feminine face

>>40485097
what's your ub? (same btw)

>>40485125
38" - 40" / 97 - 100cm (not good at measuring myself)

i got no titties if it matters but i am switching preparation soon enough. been on gel for 7 months

>>40485136
is this really your ribcage measurement or are you measuring over the bust? if this is just your underbust then oof.

>>40485174
underbust. yeah i feel screwed and just want to die

>>40485195
yeah i won't lie to you, it's a tough starting point, it will probably shrink a bit when you get on a proper HRT regimen and lose visceral fat but you'll more than likely still be above average. try to focus on your overall silhouette mostly, some women have wider chests but they tend to a) have bigger hips too and b) be rather busty.

>>40485241
is visceral fat stored behind the ribs?

anyway this is extremely upsetting to me. i thought i was fine but ive been crying about it for days. i hate hate hate hate it. i just want to kms and get it over with

>>40485270
>is visceral fat stored behind the ribs?
it can be, it is mostly bone structure but there's quite a bit of fat and muscle in that area too. a lot of people shrink a bit around there if their T is suppressed and they lose the male fat/muscle. personally i lost two inches though it's hard to gauge because i got like squishier all over, but my ribcage was two inches bigger as a underweight guy than it is now that i've been on HRT for 5+ years and am like higher end of normal weight.
>i thought i was fine but ive been crying about it for days.
honestly wait until you get on a proper dose and even then give it at least a year or two before you decide that it's over. gel isn't really great tbdesu it's like the go-to hondose in western europe and just can't really guarantee stable levels. injections are better if you can DIY.

>>40485330
im switching to patches any day now. im waiting for my prescription to arrive. my T has been surpressed the whole time ive been transitioning (8 months) but my levels have been all over the place. patches will give me more stable levels for sure

>>40485348
correction: my E levels have been all over the place.