So happy the testosterone blockers have killed the horny. I hated how getting laid was the primary goal of my past relationships. I was a lonely incel before transitioning so after I had my post college glow up and realized I was fuckable I put a huge focus on sex as I felt I had to make up for lost time. That and I got mentally fucked over by watching malebrained porn growing up. I felt deep down inside that I was only attractive or worthy of being loved if I was being fucked.
I hated jerking off because I felt like I had to even though I didn't want to.
Now that I'm on spiro and taking estridol I don't feel horny anymore. I don't have any inclination to watch porn. I feel free of this curse testosterone put on me and now I have more fulfilling relationships that don't focus on sex.