my pride as a "man" is holding me back from taking hrt cuz idk im just dumb and scared

>>40488493 (OP)
>"man"
>scared
just take your damn pills, Alice

>>40488493 (OP)
What are you prideful about as a "man"?

I think you're gonna find, when all this shit is over, I think you're gonna find yourself one smiling motherfucker. The thing is, anon, right now you got potential. But painful as it may be, potential don't last. And your days are just about over. Now that's a hard motherfuckin' fact of life, but that's a fact of life your ass is gonna have to get realistic about. See, this board is filled to the brim with unrealistic motherfuckers. Motherfuckers who thought their ass would age like wine. If you mean it turns to vinegar, it does. If you mean it gets better with age, it don't.

>>40488604
i want the stuff you are on right now

>>40488649
it's called hrt

>>40488649
Night of the first injection, you might feel a slight sting. That's pride fuckin' with you. Fuck pride! Pride only hurts, it never helps. You fight through that shit. 'Cause a year from now, when you kicking it in passgen, you gonna say to yourself, "anon was right."

>>40488542
nothing i can think off atm
I feel a lot of shame towards myself for giving up on being a man if that makes sense

>>40488708
Is it society? Sounds like a societal problem.

>>40488493 (OP)
Hrt doesn’t work don’t do it anon
Your male pride will help you succeed as a man

>>40488748
no it doesnt i just sit in my room all day

>>40488708
It makes a lot of sense to me, because I am in a very similar situation.
I want to troon out, but there are plenty of things keeping me from it, and most are too vague to pinpoint and they end up filling me with doubts

>>40488790
you should go outside and do manly things
obviously if you sit inside all day you’re going to start wanting to be a woman that’s perfectly natural

>>40488669
maybe.. i doubt ill ever pass if i ever decide to take hrt it is to stop my body from masculinizing more

>>40488808
what manly things do you suggest?
im not good at sports or fishing. Im also no good at bars since i cant socialize well so i often just stand there.. silently in a corner.. alone.

im good at bowling and walking tho

>>40488888 lucky quints
Manly and womanly things are such bs. You just do what you like. The reason some activities have a gendered bias is almost fully social.
You could start fully immersing yourself in all "manly activities" you can think of. and be surrounded by manly men all the time. You might even like some, so there is no reason not to be open to try everything, but that will only lead to better socialization, which is awesome, but won't rid you of your tranny desires, which sucks if you want them gone.

>>40488888
bowling is a good male activity
I would find some bros to go hiking or camping with, its a good way to stay away from out foid centric society and also stay away from mirrors

>>40488493 (OP)
What about being so secure and prideful in your masculinity, that taking estrogen and becoming a woman wouldn't diminish your masculinity in any way, but rather only showcase it more?