How do I reconcile the fact that I spent 10 years believing I had to be a woman to be happy, only to end up at 26 with nothing good or meaningful in my life? I feel like everyone knew and nobody told me. Im glad I found myself finally but now I have to wait to get a double incision mastectomy to go back to living a normal life. And how am I even supposed to live a normal life when this system is so fucked up?

>>40490730 (OP)
If you took the official routes to beginning hrt, yes you were told. You were told numerous times. You filled out forms that confirmed that you understand that transitioning can only ease your dysphoria, not fix your life.

>>40490826
real
detrans people truly are the most retarded of the retarded. like truly below freezing celcius temperature iq levels. the depths you have to go through to even get a diagnosis and then the lengths to start hrt, how can you fuck up so badly.
no, its not the systems fault, its your god damn own fault. its your fault for being so out of touch with yourself that you think cross sex hormones will fix your life. happiness has nothing to do with your gender, because guess what TRANNY,
you will still be miserable after getting that mastectomy and after that beard comes in.
only now you will blame it on a non existent system, that "made you" Troon out.
if you think you're a man, then fine, but be a man and man up for being a retard.

>>40490730 (OP)
Did you have any signs you would end up detransing?

>>40490871
and if there is a system thats fucking you up its not the only ppl who tried to help you its the ppl telling you you need to detrans, and the people violently suppressing you and your sisters while fucking over every other minority

>>40490730 (OP)
u gotta be a woman to be happy but you also have to not have a shitty life. how many other trans girls do you know who are as happy as you think you should be to confirm your transness? i dont imagine its very many. its not always our fault but very often we are quite miserable people

>>40490730 (OP)
I'm in a similar boat unfortunately. I don't consider myself detrans because that's cringe and I wasn't on T for very long but I was out "socially" for at least years. I didn't think transitioning was a get happy quick scheme by any means but I absolutely thought it was the right thing for me. I only have myself to blame especially because I was DIY. I just feel really fucking stupid. In all honesty it's humiliating to find out you were wrong.