i wish i got on estrogen freshman year of college so my cringe "buying women's clothes for the first time" phase helped me grow as a woman. since i'm only starting hrt now, i basically need to go through that phase again, except i don't want to be cringe i want to look normal :c

that said i'm really annoyed i have to think about clothes that look respectable for jobs now instead of being able to buy subculture stuff that i think is cute and fun...