I think I used to be sane. Wasn't I? I started entering Hell without realizing it in 2009, but I was still sane until 2014. That's when my entire mind and personality became reduced to just one obsession.

>>40494515 (OP)
Yeah similarish. I drfinetly started losing my sanity around 6 because I started like hyper analyzing everything I did to make sure it wasn't gay or girly(thanks dad) I was weird and heavily insecure. Than I found yogacast and minecraft and obsessed over videogames for years. Now I just play them cuz my life sucks and I don't wanna do anything else. It's not rlly an obsession anymore just kinda how I rot