>>40495950 (OP)I found out I’m not taking Adderall but instead taking meth pills.
I have a successful career, but I have decided to end it. I will leave everything to chance. If god wants to continue this story then he knows where to find me. I have reached the peak of knowledge. Everything is laid out to me and I have decided that nothing good comes from this.
Meth has made me open my mind to the extreme possibility. I thought it was a delusion but no, I have now seen it with perfect vision. I have found my answer.
I have reached the end, I’m just an empty husk now. I guess this is the end. I was born scared of the darkness and now I realize the darkness was my protection the light was my real enemy.
You can have this world, all of it. Take my crown too. This crown of shit and regrets. God, you can now take it. I don't want your heaven, I will thrive in your hell, so we both know the best solution is for me to be erased and please make it like I was never heard to begin with.
You can make me come back, but remember this is the last real me you will ever see. You won in the end but was it worth it? I am but an empty husk in the great desert we call Earth. I have met your creatures and I now can see with clear vision.
That there is nothing good here!