Being an emotionally dependent tranny is the worst human experience, especially when you have no one around to lean onto.
I cant function as a normal being without someone by my side to help me to know what to do. I'm almost at the point of giving up and killing myself

>>40499495 (OP)
get parasocial in a general

>>40499495 (OP)
>I'm almost at the point of giving up and killing myself
you people always say this

>>40499495 (OP)
where do you live, could lean onto me if close

>>40499535
parasocial relationships dont work for my brain
>>40499545
until they cant say it anymore
>>40499585
latin america

>>40499685
>latam
it's fucking over...

>>40499741
it never even started

>>40499495 (OP)
>worst thing i've ever experienced is the worst thing any human has ever experienced, announces confident moron

>>40499795
then say something worse than that

>>40499818
having to put up with your dumb ass in real life probably qualifies, if you can't get anyone to stick around

>>40499838
and who has put up with my dumb ass more than myself?

>>40499495 (OP)
make a tulpa to lean on

>>40499848
eh if you were getting the unfiltered effect maybe you'd have followed through on the suicide baiting

>>40499685
everytime I read it, it makes me angry. Idk but I just hate people who yap about suicide instead of taking action.

>>40499868
I've already tried, but I think I'm dumb enough to not be able to induce psychosis to myself

>>40499876
I understand, people all talk no action. I say that but I'm a pussy afraid of death so I probably wont be able to do it anyway

>>40499902
what about frengen or soc?

>>40499961
too socialy anxious to interect with strangers on the internet

>>40499970
strangers irl?

>>40499495 (OP)
Same boat man

>>40499996
neither of them. Im basically a neet and cant get out of my house.
I only had one ex boyfriend, (who basically importunated me so much until I gave in) but the relationship was a dumpster fire and I kinda have ptsd from it (I was raped, stabbed and other things)

>>40500033
I'm sorry
I've been in a similar spot and I don't think there's any magic solution. You just gotta be around people even if it's outside your comfort zone. It feels like walking through fire sometimes and you have to sift through a lot of people but eventually you do find the ones there's a connection with