>19 year old tboy
>doesn't pass. Probably never will. At best look like a skinny twinkish guy, at worst look like a tomboy with a deep voice.
>for unrelated reasons start hanging out with a girl I knew as a kid. She's a cishet normie and not someone I'd talk to if I met her today.
>I go to college in NYC and plan to move there, and she's the only person I talk to on summer vacation (this is probably the last summer I'll see her.)
>she's having problems with her boyfriend so she vents to me a lot because she sees me as safe. I end up having to hold her as she cries a lot.
>they eventually break up and she hangs out with me for the night because she wants comfort.
>she ends up fucking me basically as a way to get back at him by replacing him with a dickless weirdo like me. I think she went into thinking it's not real sex because of the lack of penis.
>she ends up liking it way more then she expected, and cums forbwhat very well may be the first time in her life.
>a few momments after we finish she starts crying and praying because it sets in that she just had actual sex with a transsexual and she's disgusted with herself

What do I do? I feel like garbage. She feels like garbage. She's currnelty sleeping on my couch.
Tbh I really want to tell her ex boyfriend but I might get hate crimed.

>>40505018 (OP)
Well first of all, here's a guy lesson you apparently need: never, ever let yourself be the revenge sex guy, or the fallback guy, or otherwise let a woman use you as an emotional crutch or tool. Normally this just results in her boyfriend kicking your ass, a potential rape accusation, or just her distancing herself from you immediately (ESPECIALLY if you caught feelings) because you were only ever being used to make someone else feel worse or herself feel better. So yeah, that's the advice on your mistake. As for what to do now, she's going to get increasingly nasty if she can't get over fucking a transsexual and/or a girl (depending how she sees you) so the best thing to do is try to settle back into awkward, platonic friendship and failing that, split ASAP and leave this behind you as a painful mistake.
>I might get hate crimed
Bro even if you were a bio male you'd get your shit kicked in, this isn't even a hatecrime thing.

>>40505018 (OP)
You’re being used anon. You had your fun now make her leave.

>>40505018 (OP)
She will go to police station and tell policemen and police policewomen you raped her, because women will never take accountability, you will enjoy Jamal and Rajeesh fucking you in showers and will became a cute androgynous slut for men of color.

>>40505049
>so the best thing to do is try to settle back into awkward, platonic friendship and failing that, split ASAP and leave this behind you as a painful mistake.
Tbh I can manage that for all of August and then once I'm gone I never have to talk to any of these people again.

>>40505184
It's not really about what you can manage, it's about how she reacts. If she starts to get nastier, which I suspect she will since that's usually how it goes for revenge sex regret, you might have to get away from her and whoever takes her 'side' a lot sooner. If she just gives you the cold shoulder you'll be okay, but yeah, don't be surprised if she starts actively hating you or trying to fuck things up for you. It's really, really important to not be the guy who gets used like this.

>>40505184
Take care she dont go to police station to frame you as a rappist. Love you cute tomboy needs more tomboy in our lives.

>>40505208
Luckily it'll be hard to get me on anything if she does because to most people rape = penis and I sadly don't have a penis.

>>40505276
Are you fucking stupid? I was seeing a trans guy who’s last gf accused him of tape and it destroyed his social life.

>>40505282
To be fair, none of my freinds know this girl, so she's less of a threat to me.

>>40505276
Can i sex you babyboy ? I would be great bf.

>>40505018 (OP)
ehy would you tell her ex? they broke up so it's none of his business. and get away from that transphobic religious freak, find some real friends

>>40505018 (OP)
she sees you as a woman and thinks you're disgusting for being a transsexual - why are you friends with this person?

>>40505461
>and get away from that transphobic religious freak, find some real friends
Don't worry. I go back to NYC in the fall and this is all over.

>>40505469
We're freinds because we were friends as kids.

>>40505018 (OP)
I'd suggest not telling the ex. If they're actually broken up, it won't matter to him and you'll just be the guy who rubs it in someone else's face. With the girl you just fucked, I don't know. It all depends on her state of mind. She'll eitber realise she's okay with you or that you're just a rebound. I wouldn't assume more than that

>>40505018 (OP)
straight women are vile creatures,she raped you and used you for your lack of masculinity cause women fantasize all day about subjugating straight men cause of their jeleousy of the patriarchy,kick her out if youre not attracted to her and tell her she broke your trust,move on to the next you wont get any better by hanging about women that feel safety around you,women like that are called Fag Hags you see them at pride going into gay clubs ar straight cis women they ltiteraly steal the space from other gay men cause they feel they are ''good little allies'' while their true intention is live out their slut fantasys trough gay men they should all be shot cause their wish is to grow a clit big eungh to make their fathers suck it but that will never come true and they will allways be vile used up women without principals who each have a wifebeater waiting to marry them