start fucking taking it now.

if you haven't started yet and ur reading this put down everything and just START

what if i don't have dysphoria, I just like men and act fruity and feel kinda left out of society?

>>40505711 (OP)
No lol. I can't belive I almost castrated myself over some lame fringe internet corner. I'm never doing that shit.

>>40505711 (OP)
ill resend this to my repoer friend thank u

>>40505711 (OP)
please don’t i did and I regret it

>>40505733
What made you regret it? Tell us so more don't make the same mistake.

i wanted to for years, i wish i started earlier so fucking bad. it's eating me alive

>>40505741
I realized I’m not trans but its really hard to stop hrt so I’m just stuck in this weird limbo now

>>40505711 (OP)
Inb4 DIY but my doctors appointment isn't until like a few months

>>40505711 (OP)
>have been putting off bloodwork and doctors appointment for the better part of a year
>finally have to break into stockpile of grey market bathtub E
im retarded and need to order some more now

>>40505748
yeah same

i took it, it made little difference and now i have to hide my boobs from my family. life is a series of disasters getting progressively worse until you are a lonely old man. suck it up

>>40505748
>>40505818
> Realized I'm not trans
> But it is really hard for me to stop this non addictive medication
Clowns.

My cheekbones did a growth spurt at 23 and I am square faced now. if I trooned out I would look like squidward with a wig

>>40506219
nah the effects are very nice

>>40506281
i'm just not trans

Why does it hurt so much ;n;

>>40505711 (OP)
no i'm 30 and repping and i'm stupid and iwnbaw

>>40505711 (OP)
but i did my shot 3 days ago and if i double up the dose i'm going to get mentally unstable for about a week.
they're already pretty fat doses.
i think you are trying to give me - estradiol effects.

>>40505733
>>40505741
>>40505748
Same fag

>>40505711 (OP)
i'm too scared of needles, yet i don't want to sacrifice the effectiveness of injections by taking pills

>>40505711 (OP)
What a pathetic waste of time that is.

>>40505711 (OP)
is taking HRT without physical dysphoria worth it in any way

>>40505711 (OP)
Little troonssblender making his last ditch attempt to groom before his ideology goes away forever.

>>40505711 (OP)
You're insanely desperate to prop up your pro cancerous mutation lifestyle. Not an asshole, I don't prefer pain so severe you lose the love of your life over it. You cling so desperately to me, because without me you'd be losers destined to be real heroes. Did that hurt your animal feelings?
>Lojaleco certigita per ŝtelo daŭros nur tiom longe antaŭ ol vi devos serĉi akrajn objektojn ĵetatajn al vi. Kio estas en mia dekstra poŝo?

It's a mame . Men can't be women

>>40505741
Nta but I was never really trans I just didn't want to grow into a man I wanted to stay pretty and twinkish. I still aged and rather than looking pretty and twinkish I just look like an uncanny man now at 24

>>40505711 (OP)
i cant im 19 about to turn 20 it's literally too late for me
fuck im so old now i was like 18 yesterday wtf is happening to me

>>40506219
I think there is an addictive element to it tbhon
>>40508358
The hardest reason for me to stop even tho I don’t have dysphoria is the skin changes I have shit skin naturally and it hasn’t looked this perfect since I was like 12

>>40505711 (OP)
I wish I could but
1-I don't have a job
2-my country doesn't allow imports of that kind
3-I'm too chickenshit to inject myself
4-I'd probably overdose myself by accident anyway

>>40509661
it isnt that expensive
you can import it discreetly. look into astrovials
you can get small insulin syringes that dont hurt at all
and no you wont just follow the lines on the syringe

>>40505717
>I can't belive I almost castrated myself over some lame fringe internet corner.
REAL (I actually did it though)

>>40508837
i did the same thing you did, i started at 21. you are fucking stupid if you think 20 is too late to pass, ur body responds to estrogen differently when you're still that young. fuck START ALREADY

>>40510024
Yeah I'm still gonna do it. Idgaf I wan't to take E.

>>40508837
I'm literally more than twice your age.
Never rush into anything you're not sure about but your odds don't get better the longer you wait.
I thought it was over like 5 years before I trooned anyway.
I lucked the fuck out in the end, but even so I wasted my youth.

>>40505711 (OP)
I'd take it if I wasn't so concerned about ED and libido changes. I'm also not crazy about breast growth. Strength is also a concern, though I could always start working out and perhaps take some anabolics.
Maybe someday I'll take it, for now I'm looking at getting on dutasteride though.

btw if you're in your late teens, I want to let you know I went from ectomorph at 18 to endomorph by age 22. Not saying this as a pinkpill just as a PSA that just because you had a weak puberty doesn't mean you won't masculinize further as you age, and it might happen sooner than you think, do whatever you want with that information.

>>40510651
Mesomorph* I'm not dysmorphic enough to know the terms by heart but you know what I mean, my ribs and shoulders got wider as I entered my twenties.