>>40505718 (OP)not on purpose, I'd just get horny and find some guy to fuck me. i didn't care what any of them looked like. i didn't ask for conversation. I've gone to their houses and nobody ever knew where i was. like 90% of them were older than me by 10 years. i wasn't actively seeking out older men, i just didn't care. i was like 16-18 and kept telling myself i was doing it to see if i liked it and every time i could never really tell if i liked it even after two hookups that left me absolutely smitten. anyways, now i have a preference for older partners and take 4 different psych meds and will definitely do coke with you in a bathroom and makeout with you on a tuesday night