im an ugly native american ftm (why i don't cut my hair) and my beautiful twinkhon bisexual girlfriend of a year and a half broke up with me a week ago cuz she "didn't feel anything for me anymore and is sort of scared of me" and started BPD obsessing over some random transbian. that transbian proceeded to feign interest in my (ex) girlfriend, make out with her, be vaguely situationshippy, and then dump her a few days ago. my ex girlfriend is heartbroken and is convinced she would've been perfect for that transbian. she doesn't even think about me anymore other than guiltily continuing to respond to whatever i message her.

do i show up at her house and rape her? maybe she'll love me again