Iv been thinking about getting a nice lil plant for my room... but im scared I'll grow attached to it... rather i know i would... i can already predict what will happen, ill have a bad day at work and ill be collapsed in the corner of my room hugging my plant to console myself.
And id probably start sharing my day with it.. but im scared of being so vulnerable to something.... because if it dies then it will hurt me so so much.. im not joking here.

I am afraid.... i dont know whether i should get a plant or just keep my room looking like something out of True Detective season 1, or like Johan from the hit anime show Monster. I dunno ....
The material world is cold and apathetic..
But the living world is warm and lovely.. but it comes with such sadness

I would really like a plant..<_<

>>40574283 (OP)
Maybe you should pant something outside, then. Something a bit hardier that can survive on it's own and bloom or regrow yearly. Then, if you want to spend time with it, you get to be outside, too

>>40574283 (OP)
HSWYP

>>40574283 (OP)
this is so fucking stupid why am i luaghing