I'm a 30 year old tranny. I'm a straight man. I started hrt at 23 but all it did was give me gynecomastia and softer skin. I'm not behaviorally/personality-wise feminine whatsoever. I can't stop browsing radfem communities and reading how much they hate/are disgusted by people like me and how we're just perverts in dresses. It hurts because I know they're right and I will never be a woman. I've been getting intense suicidal thoughts, like death is my only way out of this pathetic and humiliating existence. Does anyone else relate to this?

>>40577670 (OP)
You realize Blanchard was in favor of people like you transitioning as a palliative measure right. He's on your side.

You'll be fine. You might not be particularly feminine behaviorally but you should pass as female to some extent if you've done anything much to transition.

>>40577670 (OP)
>>40577954
Oh and stop reading radfems, they're nearly as brainwormed as trannies. Do shit in real life where people get their impressions from something other than an avatar.

>>40577954
blanchard turned away the majority of patients

>>40577984
All gender clinics before the mid 2010s did. You needed to screen out a lot of psychotic people and fame seekers. But the old standard of needing to be attracted to men and be feminine in childhood didn't apply. AGPs could transition.

>>40577998
it's still dumb to say that blanchard would support the average trans person today
the medical system was terrible for trans people anywhere over 20 years ago, and blanchard isn't an exception. In fact he's the epitome of what was wrong with the system

>>40578030
do trannies today seem like an especially sane or happy bunch to you?
have their rights benefited from being publicly known as a hive of psychos and rapehons?
maybe gatekeeping wasn't all bad...

>>40577670 (OP)
i trooned out 7 years ago too and im stealth and i still want to shower my brains all over the wall with a shotgun for being an agp creep. i am who they make the rapehon memes about and it makes me want to plunge a knife into my corotid. then my loved ones would probably find out im agp and bury me in a suit under my deadname

>>40577954
blanchard thought he was being clever by separating the category of transsexuals into a typology, his contribution was only limited to that
these days 4chan kids use agp as a catch all for all gender bending fetishes, which is not what he was ever talking about tbqh
he would have gatekept most anons
>>40577998
>mid 2010s
the date is more like mid 90s, screening for psychosis is still done in a few places, but hasn't been too serious since 20 years or more
during the 80s and early 90s treatment with hrt was not indicated for most transgender and transvestite patients
which is why there were old hon websites where they shared answer keys to common questions
stuff like 'yes I love vacuum cleaning I think about it often and don't think about repairing a car'
it was a comically horrific time...

>>40577954
I'm over 6 years hrt and I still get sir'd