i’ve been thinking i might be trans for some months now, and have been hanging out in tranny spaces

i remember reading about the egg thing at 13-14 and finding it oddly intriguing and relatable to some degree, but i soon forgot about it.

i don’t think I have physical dysphoria (or I’m not aware of it), but I like being called a she and would press the “button” if it came packaged with not being ugly.

my hormone levels for a 19yo amab are probably shit because I eat like shit and have been sleeping like shit my whole life. So, I’m thinking, what if I were to just start roiding and see if that gives me dysphoria?

is this a good idea?

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Unexpected ending, but aren't roids super risky?

>>40582091

i say roiding but i moreso mean trting myself to slightly supraphysiological levels to see how that feels

afaik the main longterm risk is the heart muscle growing directly shortening its lifespan but actual roiders do it for decades with very high doses

idk

exercise endorphins are already addictive in their own right, and it will improve your life in other ways, so why not just start natty exercise routine? can take a while for the reward cycle to kick in if you haven't cultivated the taste, but once you've habituated yourself to it you're good to go

>>40582060 (OP)
take estrogen AND get fit at the same time that way you'll be a total fucking hottie anon