Im normal guy but only masturbate to sissy captions and mind control doujins. Even better when these kinks can be mixed.
But Im not trans and even feel like an esthete because I only enjoy good quality story and art and beautiful women on captions.
Yet sometimes I just wish I could be as sexy as the women on the captions and showing my body to guys on instagram while vactioning to sunny beaches and things like that.
What are these sort of thoughts symptoms of ?
It's a completely normal reaction to being immersed in an internet where beautiful women's sex appeal is the source of all power, even being a man with a lot of fame and wealth, you're considered a laughingstock and a joke unless you're known to be with beautiful women, naturally you see your male self as having little to no value and imagining being a beautiful woman is literally the only way you can logically picture yourself as having any worth
I'm not knocking it, I feel the same way, just breaking it down for you. You're not a troon you're just a male who has been destroyed by a misandrist society
>>40582418 (OP)I don't know but I was thinking about myself today. You know they say some guys are repping so that's why they seek trannies. Anyways I had the reverse happen when I tried repressing my gay thoughts for trannies. I ended up putting on women's clothes and sticking objects up my ass. That was over a decade ago. I guess it was just a really gay phase. Imagine if I had lgbt friends they probably would have Mickied my applesauce with estrogen pills. Holy batman and Robin! Anyways you are probably subconsciously preparing to transition. Good luck "bro"
>>40582586I just don't want to transition at all. I have my whole life as a man, I enjoy it, I dont wan't want to throw it all out for what ? Having a small chance of becoming sexy ? I don"t really care
