give me ONE valid reason i shouldn't kill myself in order to escape the neverending nightmare existence that is being a tranny. hard mode: don't use fallacious arguments such as "appeal to [x]"

>>40585516 (OP)
if you kys yourself then you dont get to enjoy the nice parts about life, like being high and sucking cock, or smelling the fresh air in early morning. youre gonna die either way, whats the hurry?

Because you live in 2025 and the trannies before us had it 10x harder in all fronts

>>40585548
these fleeting pleasures will not fix the hate and agony in my soul

>>40585516 (OP)
Human life may the closest thing to a respite of a suffering neverending god-energy (think Schopenhauerean Will) which you can only escape into worse agony from

>>40585516 (OP)
Fallacies are for the realm of pure logic and life is inherently non-rational

>>40585516 (OP)
Stop reading philosophy and take up a craft. Gender bullshit should be like, a small background hum to the otherwise rich life you should be living. If it's all you've got, no wonder you want to kill yourself, because it's such a small, small aspect of life. If sexuality and gender is your entire existence. Even if you were 100% satisfied with all it had to offer you'd still be living an empty, stupid, shallow existence. You need to deepen your connection with, well everything this world has to offer. If you look at all of it though the lens of gender you're utterly fucked, you need to broaden your scope.

>>40585783
trvke. most channers don't understand lol

>>40585516 (OP)
If you kill yourself get a bad rebirth probably as a hungry ghost or a human in an even worse position.

You cannot escape Samsara that way and you have people who love you.

Stop being a pussy.

>>40585587
Then transcend that and embrace the 8 fold noble path and the four noble truths.

>>40585516 (OP)
you'll die and come back in the lowest Indian castle class, so even if you are Indian you'll get hated by them to

>>40585516 (OP)
bc ur too scared to

>>40586836
Even in cases of degenerative disease?

>>40585587
why can't they just coexist with the hate and agony in your soul? that's fleeting, too. everything is. Let it all in and let it all out. You'll be dead before you know it.

>>40585516 (OP)
you get one single life. living on hard mode is 100x better than never living at all, to never experience again. you will never get the chance to try again, to experience all the things you will miss out on if you kys.
some people may be okay with that, but for me personally I find that to be the saddest thing of all.

>>40585516 (OP)
live to spite your enemies

>>40585516 (OP)
Don't have any reasons why you shouldn't but I have a bunch of reasons why you should!

>>40589488
>Even in cases of degenerative disease?
nta. but yes. everyone in my sangha is disabled. to be blunt, we're talking covered in tumors, cancer, blinded by disease, severe chronic pain, immunocompromised and can't leave the house, etc.

i say this not to say you have it good, but to say: even with being trans, which in itself can be an unbelievable amount of mental pain and physical discomfort and make one feel truly cast-out and lonely, it is possible to reduce your suffering. it's possible for anyone to reduce their suffering. you will still need to try to transition as best you can, but you can simultaneously work on having equanimity and having compassion for yourself and others.

>>40585516 (OP)
i’m a very suicidal person and the thing that gets me through it sometimes is that when it’s bad, it doesn’t return me to a neutral. if my life is negative it doesn’t bring me back to 0. it ends it where i was, it ends negative.

then again i’ll probably rope in a week anyway so eh, just try your hardest to stay alive anon

>>40585516 (OP)
I believe that one's long term mood during their death impacts the outcome of their "afterlife". By that, I don't mean some divine eternity but the state you last experience and therefore, from your perspective, view as never ending.
Suicide is often performed due to suffering, and dying in a long term state of suffering will lead to a higher probability of a horrifying "afterlife". That will be your eternity and it will likely be far more tormenting than anything you've dealt with. Terrifying visions. The sensation of being buried alive. Disorientation. Having a rotting male body teeming with maggots. All of this will be a product of your dying mind but it will seem real and immediate.
When you have a longer time to live your life, you gain wisdom. You are better able to deal with suffering. You stop caring so much. You will be better able to grapple with the true test, which will be unlike anything you can imagine in your current living state.

>>40585516 (OP)
Does anybody have that image of some guy at a desk and hes receiving a fire in one hand that came through a window. I swear I came across it when I was flicking through hermetica related articles on wikipedia but i cant find it again.

>>40585516 (OP)
So you cant think of one good thing to look forward to? Dont you have one good memory? Do you regret those experiences? Do you believe you would regret them if they were in the future?

>>40590054
Again what if you have a painful terminal disease?

>>40585516 (OP)
what do you want in live?

>>40592694
literally anything but this

>>40592751
That's so specific

>>40590054
'the afterlife is an extension of life' and 'wisdom is suffering = le good' is probably some of the most immature ass beliefs you can have

>>40590054
these are extremely immoral things to say to someone with intrusive thoughts and emotional instability asking for help. you are almost certainly a bad person. these are some of the most manipulative parts of twisted forms of religion ever boiled down.

>>40585516 (OP)
Morbid curiosity of what will happen next? I mean what's the sense of killing yourself when you have nothing to lose. You could just go do whatever you want and live life like a dissociated video game. Once you realize that you can literally just do whatever you want, things get a lot easier.

I just decided to drive to another part of the world for literally no reason. Just go do something I guess.

>>40593952
>>40593930
it's only ever paul the outspoken and proud ex-pharisee that told us to embrace our pain. i for one dont really take him seriously because he was a double agent with obvious incentives. meanwhile, Jesus (the literal Son of God) merely states that we WILL be prosecuted and we WILL suffer, but we should rejoice that our reward is the Kingdom of Heaven. He doesnt say directly that suffering is good. so many people (presumably including that one anon) forget this