will god make me a cis girl with at least somewhat loving parents thats semi functional enough to be capable of getting a bf in my next life when i die? im so tired of hurting. everything hurts

i don't know. he might. but it's also possible that after this, there's nothing else.

if i knew for certain that i would be reborn as a woman, even if she won't know i did it for her id do it for her. i would 100% do it right now just so she can live that life, even if she won't have a clue.

>>40589576
now imagine if in your past life you were a ftmrepper saying the exact same thing in reverse. its fucked up

>>40589591
i think that would be alright anyway. i think i just want an excuse to die, really.

how are you?