I wanna make sure I am actually better off being a tranny and I didn't just social contaigen myself.

What are some ways to test myself in these few months I have given myself to think HRT over?

>>40591560 (OP)
idk how do you feel about being a 50 year old man one day

>>40591596
I guess it would be ok if I was cool? I've always been really jealous of trannies though and sometimes I "felt" like a woman when I was doing stuff before it kinda went away, I miss it though.

>>40591610
like right now to an outside observer I am basically just a guy, people can't even really tell I am into dudes and all my hobbies and friends are just really conventional guy stuff

>>40591623
Ok I did start compulsively crossdressing and I wear a bra at night to hide my flat chest but like I only started doing that 2 months ago because I thought I would be a cute femboy and then it just got out of hand

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>>40591627
i mean im not you and my experience was fairly different pre transition but it sounds like maybe you just find this stuff fun for now? not saying you cant do HRT but i guess id experiment more with crossdressing and maybe just like going out like that and seeing how u feel. like i said though my experience was fairly different so its hard to me to figure out how u should “test” urself, like i was way more certain i needed to transition and also very depressed about being a man and horrified at the idea of aging as a man (also a gay faggot)

>>40591654
How was your experience?

The most dysphoric feeling I get is walking around feeling like a dumbass who just LARPed as hank hill instead of going full queer when I first started feeling it a few years ago, and I guess I don't wanna lose my hair and grow body hair.

>>40591672
like i said i was just a lot more certain than you are once i learned about HRT, and my teenage and childhood years were full of constant thoughts about being a woman and how much more id like it. once i got to 20 i tried shaving my head to repress but that just made me want to transition more and so i did

>>40591677
I had a few of those thoughts, I was kind of popular during high school but I remember thinking how much smarter I would be if I just hung out with the girls more after being assigned group projects with them and resenting my bros a little lol.

HRT do sound pretty awesome ngl I don't see any downsides besides my dick not working.

>>40591690
honestly I sort of am certain I want HRT, I just want to make sure i haven't psyched myself into it somehow

>>40591677
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>>40591746
But yeah, for a few months I'll just do this for fun, I have a feeling its only going to get worse though, i started cry laughing after trying to tell someone irl about it lolol

anyways sorry for rambling

>>40591560 (OP)
HRT is pretty reversible for mtf so why not just give it a try. You can always take TRT after if you dislike it.

>>40591828
I think I'm just afraid of everyone else (and maybe if the HRT has health effects but eh), I need to stop wasting my life. Independent of external factors, it sounds like who I want to be.

>>40591991
It will be funny though because in personality I am very masculine and I have that midwesterny rural accent so I will NOT personality pass.