>6 years on hrt
>still look like a regular ass dude
it appears i've been memed

>>40593060 (OP)
Picture?

>>40593060 (OP)
so you wear makeup, you have a feminine hairstyle, and you girlmode completely too right?

>>40593071
no. it's that bad
>>40593078
i wear makeup, have tranny bangs, pluck my brows, all that shit. i can kinda fake passing with makeup if i have some glasses to hide my brow bone, but without it i just look like a dude

>>40593102
"""fake passing"""

no hon, you do pass, you just have brainworms

Anyway if HRT doesn't do shit throw it out, it's a waste of effort and money.

>>40593060 (OP)
Show us unsee . 6 years in is crazy

>>40593102
Gotta agree with the other anons. It can't be that bad and it probably is just brainworms, as the other anon said.

>>40593123
https://unsee
cc/album#5s51BdV8P3Ff
look at that jawline lmfaoooooo
had to reformat bc it's triggering the spam filter

>>40593180
I feel like if u werent making crazy eyes itd be better. I know we want round eyes but opening them as wide as possible doesn't help

>>40593180
Ur haircut is ugly but u read as a girl even if u have striking features. Ur crazy big cheek bones and girl fat override the big chin. I think this is a skill issue a makeover would fix

>>40593180
I can't believe you think this badly about yourself. Respectfully you look like every cis alternative grunge girl/woman - very pretty and feminine. I'm so fucking sorry you can't see the success of your efforts and I hope you're just baiting because it genuinely makes me sad that such a beautiful woman feels like you feel about themself.

>>40593180
>open picture
>it's a woman

>>40593202
that's just how my eyes look :(
maybe it's the angle idk
>>40593213
yeah ik my haircut is bleak, going to my hairdresser this month to fix it. that was another reason i didn't wanna post myself

>>40593229
Every. SINGLE. Time.

Things that would help:
1.) More volume in ur hair. Use moose. Ud look good with curls. Ur current hair doesnt frame ur face well. It almost looks like a wig not set correctly.
2.) u can use a tiny bit of scar wax to fill in the butt chin divot and make ur chin pointier.
Besides that u pass

>>40593180
oh it's a woman with crazy eyes
are people going to make threads about you being an f2m2f too

>>40593180
waow real life sunako chan

>>40593180
tbHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON
the angle is especially bad

>>40593409
Very nice... Let's see anon's dutch angle unsee.

>>40593060 (OP)
Unironically me

6 years, 7 in December of hrt and I'm still boymoding. I know my face and body passes but I am so fucking ugly and my mannerisms are masculine. I feel so disgusted when I see myself in makeup even though it looks fine really

same though i did stop hrt after a year, it just makes you a twink with tits. i act completely like a man and move like a man and talk like a man. its really pointless you have to be an hsts with a feminine brain to actually pass. agps dont have a chance everyone can see the boy underneath no matter how hard you try

>>40593060 (OP)
>5 years hrt
>still have a normal moid body
>hardly ever malefail
ur not the only one

>>40593986
why is it always the detrannies that go around handing out advice like candy on halloween? and even worse they always become chuds because they cannot fathom the fact that they were completely responsible for their own actions

>>40593060 (OP)
what if you think you just look like a guy but you look much better than you did 6 years ago? you have to look back at your progress and not compare yourself to cis women to feel better about yourself
I don't pass 100% but I look so much better than I did but if I was to compare myself to cis women I would look like a dude

>>40594001
post unsee

>>40593935
if you're telling the truth you literally just have to stop boymoding, ive been on hrt about as long as you and it sounds like i have a worse body (same autistic masculine mannerisms probably) and pass

>>40594187
Im glad things are better for you nona, unfortunately for me I live with family who don't really accept all this even after so many years. I've left them before but they destroy themselves without me, I feel obliged to care for them. I know they're delusional if they don't see me as a woman at this point I'm post op etc too but idk what to do I'm so weak willed and scared to be judged

>>40594214
it sounds like they depend on you and don't have room to negotiate. sorry if that's psychopathic i have a good family so it's hard for me to understand letting them treat you that way. also post op and boymoding is crazy im not even postop as a girlmoder im a rapehon..

>>40594250
Haha I'm probably a bit crazy at this point you're not wrong. But don't be so hard on yourself, you're not a rapehon I'm sure. If you're ugly, you will know. People will treat you like shit.

I don't really girl mode but I can't pass as male anymore desu so I guess I just look really depressed and lazy to people. I think living like this has pretty much destroyed any cute feminity I could have had I never thought I would end up such a bitter person.

But anyway sorry for the blog post. don't be so self critical, you need to change your mindset and I'm sure your mannerisms will change accordingly once you no longer think you're hideous or whatever

>>40593060 (OP)
one could say you have been rused into a flummox

>>40594297
hey don't worry about blogposting you can do that all you'd like.
i hope you'll be able to get to a better place soon. you don't deserve to end up bitter.
the rapehon thing was about being pre op more than how i look. i think i am pretty ugly but i think i also pass and have no idea how to measure that against how im treated irl. thats something people don't tell you about stealth is that it's kind of an illusion, i havent told anyone im trans in 6 years and they all speak as if im a woman so idk. i think my mannerisms are bad partly because im so terrified ill get clocked

>>40594469
Thank you for the kind words.

I'm glad you're not completely wormed, I'm glad you're stealth or presenting at least. I can tell you 100% the thing about mannerisms is exactly that, like you say it's all in our head. I don't know how to get past the feeling of all eyes on me but logically of course nobody really cares about us like that. I think this fear of being perceived has given me social anxiety almost, If it's the same for you, try to force yourself into more social settings etc. I mean if girls treat you as a girl and don't talk down to you then that's exactly how they see you. I think it's so easy to get in your own head about this stuff but if you're treated as a woman you're seen as one, end of. It's the 7ft tall john 50s who have to worry but I don't think anyone would think poorly of or even imagine that someone young like you is trans esp after so long on hrt. They'll just think you're a slightly awkward girl

>>40594533
i definitely have a social anxiety because of it, i am completely wormed because of it. i am afraid every cis person is constantly one second away from clocking me or already have, so im afraid of them and still often stop myself from doing things because im afraid of being seen as a tranny. i don't really know if im treated like a woman because i don't have many friends who are cis women or certainly passing trannies, and the ones that are don't get treated like me. like im never sexualized against my will irl (which is good i would be very uncomfortable) but i also can't be sure it's not just because im ugly and mostly only leave the house with my bf or to go to work/ classes. idk i just wish i could know for sure so i could rest

>>40593060 (OP)
You people are ridiculous
Seriously...
Your all memed
>>40593935
Boymoding this long?
Retard, just give up already
>>40593986
Truth nuke
>>40594001
Loser, give up
>>40594166
Seriously
Be the best you you can be look as good as you can and get on with your life.